"When fear invites you in, just politely decline and say you are just way too busy loving life."

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Self-pity table for one...self-pity

Ok so I am feeling sorry for myself , what of it?? I'm tired of telling everyone that I am fine, I am tired of telling everyone that its not a big deal, I am tired of looking at the pictures although I cant stop. I just need this shit to be over. I finally get a date tomorrow and hopefully it will be soon I cant take much more.

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Gargantuan Knockers!!

So instead of being a knitting blog I have a feeling that this will turn into a diary of my bilateral mastectomy. Happy Reading!! I'll try not to be too descriptive. I go see the plastic surgeon today so lets see how great he will make my boobies. Its still probably at least a month away so I have lots of time to mentally prepare. I dont think thats really possible, but I'll do my best.

Wednesday, March 7, 2007

Brains are mushy!!

Well after taking Excel Level 1 & 2 classes this week you would think that I would feel a little more confidant in my skills HA! now ask me to make an incredible hulk or an adios mutherf****r (cocktails) and we would be in business. It just takes time right??
Last night I finished my 3rd beanie for Paul. This was my first attempt using circular needles and if I do say so myself I did a fabulous job! Love it!! I wasnt thrilled with the nipple on top but it disappeared when on Paul's big noggin. Its a lovely green tweed that looks especially handsome when combined with green army cargo pants..ok now you can laugh. Next a black beanie with the cashmere mix yarn that I got with Hannah at Purlescence, and I found a really cute pair of felted bunny slippers that I might make for a coworkers 1 yr old daughter.
Ok I meet my oncology surgeon tommorow so think good thoughts!!Lets see how long it takes for him to call me a freak of nature.

Tuesday, March 6, 2007

My First Time

Hey world, well maybe the one person who accidently stumbles upon my tiny spot in cyberspace. I guess I have to start taking some snaps to liven up my pages. THE REVOLUTION HAS BEGUN!!